{ Tuesday, September 05, 2006
and i have just lost everything i have ever hoped for.
i'll pour my heart out this entry screw not being emo to the world.
thanks sheralyn for the kinder bueno!
that was really when i needed it the most.
if i had to go through this period of time alone i'll just have gone mad and my thoughts would've just consumed me.
i have never had so much effort just turn around and slap me in the face.
i honestly thought i would be good enough...so i poured my heart into it.
i tried my best and i'd never been so happy.
but i guess my best wasn't good enough to get him to just try to forget his past.
when the no came out...my heart just...piang.shattered.
i had to walk away.
it just disappoints me that after all i put in he won't even try for me.
anyway, thanks ame and lis for bringing pixie to and dove amicelli to cheer me up!!
today was just great pixie's just so adorableeeee(((:
i want to bring her for a walk again!
much love to both of you. you guys are da bombbbbbbbb.
even though i STILL won't go for singapore idol u know i still love you lis.
oh golly i'm so stuffed with chocolate now...and sweets
oh dear dear dear.
sheralyn u're my idol!(:
i dunno how u do it esp when u have to face it everyday.
today when he walked into the canteen it was like i got stabbed.
i feel like i'm baring my soul here oh geez.
k enough i'm probably inviting whatever but like, give me a break alrdy.
studying in school is cool!
there's the breeze. there's the people. there's the food.
and there's the studying people to make you study!
cos if you don't study and u see other people studying u'll be omggggg there're studying okay i cannot stop i have to continue!!!!
it's time to study study study mug mug mug promos are in 20 days!
yes yes scary huh.
20 days sound so much scarier than 3 weeks.
7 weeks ago we were all fretting about not having enough time.
how now brown cow?
i bet still haven't even started all properly right?
i know i haven't.
gg lo.
i'm glad i live in a wonderful world with wonderful people.
they say people change in jc.
if my friends have changed, i'll say they have changed to be the best friends in the world.
`SAYYOULOVEME.;
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