{ Wednesday, April 12, 2006
val hey darling.. Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. hi Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. hows the outing val fineeee val how come u never comeee =((my classmates are such whiners..TSK) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i thought i told u that i had an earlier commitment val with whooooo (SEE?) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. a sec sch friend that i promised to meet him last wk but couldn't due to some crap things that poped up Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. he told me some interesting thing abt the sch after i left Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. wad did val dunno val im bored val entertain meeeeeeeeee (and again.BOYS.) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. haha i only have some irritating pics that im trying to process without my com hanging Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. some 15mb+ photos over 200 of them Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. needs to be optimized and converted to jpeg Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. and burn into cd Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. my com is dying.... Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i have a really interesting pic of the pm but u wouldnt be interested Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. the way he smile is so suggestive in the pic val the way u smile to me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ??!!! val is also very suggestive (this seriously gives me the shudders!i mean..just look at the picture...) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. are u feeling alright? val ; Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. r u drunk? val noO val im seriousss val ;) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. u sound abnormal val ronalsd (I ALMOST SUCCEEDED IN GETTING THE COMP AWAY!!!!) You have invited Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. to start a Video Conversation. Please wait for a response or cancel (Alt+Q) the pending invitation. val qand .i[(but): almost only.) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ?? val always bully me val must protct me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. err... u should take a rest Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. don't over exert yourself Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. its not good for health val no i dunt need one i just need youuu.. val speaking to u revitalizes me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. is this some kind of joke? val :$ val pls dun embarass me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. if not u r starting to make me nervous val u take me as a joke though i speak from the bottom of my heart Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. err.... val in sooth i noe not why i am feeling as such val but thou art jus irresistable to thee Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i dont understand wats the sudden change in your tone is for Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. u used to sound more normal Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. r u troubled? (haha!so maths lecturer!raffles joke raffles joke) val im just trying to fit into your frequency Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ?? val whats Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. what r u trying to say? val but anw i thought you wud understand how i feel... val bout youuuuuuu val the books one read shapes a person Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i thought u r just feeling bored? val i'v been readin a very nice book (they're implying my birthday gift.HAIYO HORNY SHITES.) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. really? val yes Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. wad kind of bk? val are u interested in it val / val ? val it wud greatly enrich Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. title? val u sure u want to noe val ? Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. yes Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i want to noe wad bk made u act in this stange way(MAN he REALLY doesn't get it) val the photographer (so they made up a book. since he's a photographer.they wanted the SEXY photographer omggg yucks but upon my moans and YARRGGHHHSSSS they decidd against it) val by val rich .k. blake val its sooooo val indescribable val lets me see the sensitve side of photographrs Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. oh haha Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. everyone has their sensitive side not just photographers val but some iare especially alluring val why are u replying so slowly val sigh.. pls dunt ignore me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. wad do u want me to reply? val Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. wad abt my true feelings? val abt meee Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. btw that bk u said cant be found on the net leh (HAHA!HE ACTUALLY WENT TO SEARCH FOR IT OMGGGG) val what does it matter anywayyy val soO val abt me? Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. soo nothing Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i thought theres really such a bk val please dont evade the question val my heart yearns for an answer Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. my feeling has always been neutral Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i treat everyone as a normal friend val =( val how about germaine Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i never join an exclusive grp or take on a particular side Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i always remain as wad the swiss do (???!!!!!!HAHAHAH) val wad? Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. that is staying neutral and be friendly towards everyone val but anw tt;s wad i love about u Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. even those who may not like u Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. we can continue to be gd friends (since when were we good friends huh.anyhow assume.) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. just like wad im trying to be with everyone else val u broke my heartttt Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. im glad that u found me to be nice val when did i say that val i just said attractive Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. at least u don't dislike me can already val who dislikes u Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i guess no one should have any reason to be Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. but theres always some ppl who dont like u the moment they first see u Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. of course those r exceptions Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. btw i don't love anyone in class if thats wad u r trying to ask val no even val cunzhi! val i always catch u eyeing him with val lust val love Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ?? val isit cos val u like val small sized humans (haha!using the word human makes him sound like some alien.rightright? Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i think u really need some rest Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. dont noe wad gone into u val im always lik tt.. why ddint u notice me?? Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. im straight for your info val i mean arent im so likable?? cute smart.. val pretty val not guyly(one day...i'm gonna get the guys for this..just they wait...) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i notice u as someone in class wad (wah. then i wonder what other people are. no one?) val but Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. u r fine no one say u r not likeable val u always avoid eye contact with me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ?? Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. did i? val ya Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i noe i appear quite sian in class most of the time coz i dont like the syllabus at all but has no choice val but whyyy val u seem so val smart val knowledgable val attractive. Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. frankly speaking im still not totally used to the enthusiasm level of the sch Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i may be knowledgable(MIGHTY EGO ALERT!!!) but im practical and would like to see some utility in the info that we r currently mugging hard at Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i don't plan to be scientist next time thats a dream most little(he very big meh?) boys have-to be a lawyer, a doctor etc but im more for business and profit maximising val hahaah val THATS WAD I LIKE! Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. more for the practical side of the econ Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. not the crap(if our lessons are crap..come rj for what..) lessons val i love economists! val especially those who like photography val u get what i mean;) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i join research just to appear still interesed in the academic Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. though im almost totally disinterested in the technical details Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. err.... u noe wad they call infatuation val yaaa Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. we tend to suddenly have crush someone due to some qualities of the person that we admire val i know wad u meannn Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. but these feelings sadly do not last val but its been three monthsss val trust me its not infatuation Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. and pursuing them mostly lead to lots of time being not well utilised val true love is being the best of friends (at this point, mao has a poem to tell chenxi!!) val being able to say and share anything Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i have similar experiences b4 as well and i guess u should as well so (someone confessed love for him before??!!) val while being sensitive to the others feelings val true love is built upon complet trust val complete by knowing that you can =never be deceitful or misleading Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ya so we can remain as gd friends val cos val to do so val would forever cloud the relationship with doubt val true love is knowing val you rather be with this person(you) val than with any val other val and you feel a sense of emptiness val when you are apart val its when you think of future in terms of we'insteat of me Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. yes yes i share shared this feeling with someone else b4 and it wouldnt turn out to be anything lasting val true love is a commitment to working out the differencs that will always come about when two people become one val its knowing that life would bring pain and sorrow' val and blah blah'' (HAHA ronald gave up typing the poem too long.) val u know wad i mean val whos that person! Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i still like that person now but know that its fruitless to pursue the relationship(ayeayeaye who's the lucky girrrlllll) val who Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. we both agree that its some thing thats not going to last and will be too time consuming(how bout...maybe she just rejected him.easier right) val whowhowhowhooooooooooooo val whowhowhoooo val whooooooooo(he don't wanna tell us who!!i wonder why..hehheh) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. u noe when u were younger, u had lots of sudden instances where u suddenly like someone on first sight then u went to pursue the relationship and somehow the ending is quite predictable and when u get older and probabaly more matured, u start to act otherwise... the start may be rather painful but slowly u'll get used to it val u seem like Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. its just that now is not the time that most ppl think of the best time to have a serious relationship Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. NOOO! Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. im just trying my best n i really mean my best to explain to u why its better not to take your feelings too seriously val ok i getit Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. u should make more gd friends val i shall go to bed with a heavy heart... val chill dude Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. and enjoy your JC life since its going to be short val btw that girl who u hav a special relationship with is realli lucky val bb You have canceled your invitation to start a Video Conversation. Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. we din have any relationship Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. she was against it in the first place val BYE Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. btw i din mean to make u feel bad or anything(wah he really can't take the BYE hint leh...) Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. sry if i sounded a bit harsh Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. u shouldnt go to bed with a heavy heart coz theres really no reason for that val ya la ya la val byebye] Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ok just dont take everything too serious. u will feel better tmr(still doesn't!) val jus b4 i sleep.. Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ya? val nvm val talk to u on tuesday Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. ok Cħêņxï™ - It is nothing to die; it is frightful not to live. i thought u were not feeling well when u started on just now:S(and still doesn't!)
i did this post for the class blog and i'm too lazy to do a new one, so i'll just rip it and add in some stuff(so i can be meaner but it's really too funny and hopefully this classmate of mine doesn't know my blog exists).so...
presenting the ahemcough work of art. proudly done by cunzhi, ronald and jingcong.
and which i obviously had no part in, besides sitting on the bed bemoaning my fate and the few desperate attempts to press the backspace key, of which my attempts at wrestling off the boys were futile indeed. so with no further delay, here it is.
what with the continuation on tuesday.
kudos to everyon who acted and did not laugh.
i had a very hard time keeping a straight face.
especially when i told him it wasn't me on the computer it was just cunzhi who was using my account because he was too scared that chenxi would reject him if chenxi knew cunzhi was confessing his love.
and HAHA cunzhi u should be sent for counselling!
a few quotes:
"if this is a joke, you guys are really good actors"
"okay assuming this isn't a joke, bennett, if u were in my shoes, like really, what would you say to cunzhi?"
i think chenxi really believed you hoho.
okay i hope everyone has a good laugh.(:
i'll put pictures of the potluck up soon.
rj h20 polo lost to hcjc 5-4. argh the match was so frustrating.
and so sad.
HWARGGGHHH RONALDDDDDDD.GO PLANT BOMB IN HCJC CAMPUS.
BURN YOUR UNIFORM!
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the hcjc poloers PULL TRUNKS rargh.then the rj poloers can't move for the ball.
damn cheat one la.
the mood after the match was totally gloomy. heartbreak.
singing the college anthem u could really feel how sad everyone was. tears.
but nvm let the loss be the propelling force to win next yr!
flksadjf;osid8vj dsjf;asjf i hope ALL THOSE UGLY BALDIES GET THEIR HEADS BITTEN BY LOTS AND LOTS OF MOSQUITOS SO THEY'LL SCRATCH AND SCRATCH AND HOPEFULLY IT'LL IMPROVE THEIR LOOKS.
raffles.
`SAYYOULOVEME.;
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