{ Monday, October 31, 2005
she likes me! and about me voicing my thoughts out.
i have just found another mistake in my script.
i am very sad.
as if 'just on the verge of pass' is not bad enough,i think it's guarenteed fail BLOODY no i wont curse it's so uncouth.
i asked for an advance in allowance ytd, for y'know, today.
and my mom took it out.
nice 4 big notes.
i happily stretched out my hand to take it.
that's when she whisked away one nice big note.):
"for your phone bill"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i heart pain.
because i know now my phone is severely underused.
only those 2 months i went crazy on calls very fun mah.
then each time plan here operation there resulting in 1-2hour calls very extremely often.
and since my room phone was "under renovation" meaning, NOT WORKING, i used my hp.
aiya.but it's seriously underused anyhow throw somewhere in the house or smthng also never mind.
1000sms is seriously damn useless.
cos i'm so lazy to even type a msg out.
like, calling is so much more personal and expessive if i want to shriek i can actually go AAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH instead of slowly and painstakingly typing that out on my phone or finding a word like a pathetic -shrieks!!- or -pulls hair out!!!- which so does not describe anything.
the reason why i know i'm severely under is cos.
just ytd i rmbed oh i should clear my inbox/sent msgs cos mnth over (my mnth ends on the 22nd)
then open and wanna delete then i realised.
oh i sent only about 600 last month.
that is 60% useage only.
damn bo hua i should change plan.
but i believe we should always wei yu chou mou and plan for the future (DAMN YOU CHINESE STOP IT)
so aiya 1000 also good.
not like those HAHA LOSERS like HAHA suay who USED to have only 360.
tt's really sad.
i dont think i msg much but i still hit 600, 360 sure die.
even my ma uses more than that la hahaha er i think only.
while people go celebrate deepavali tmr.
guess what i'll be doing?
early morning trng.
i hope i can get up.
trng trng trng!
can get to see all my lovelies.
they BETTER go those SLACKERS (HAHAHA)
then after that i'll need to go blind throughout the entire day,
cos i need to go make specs (sorry la mine lost for more than a month alrdy)
and i can't get a proper degree taken if i wear my hard lenses.
"must let your eyes rest for 24 hours" she says
!!!!
blind.
maybe i go wear my soft lenses la.
i hate being blind.
then soon i'll have coolio pink and purple specs.
i seriously think theyre weird, but my mom thinks they're cool.
i wanted BLACK or there was this really cool brown one with really nice printed sides.
she said it added 20 years to me. AIYA I CAN AFFORD IT WHAT. 36 only. thriving thirties they say!
but she say cannot.
(you think deep deep down she really wants me to be that small adorable tot that her neighbour wanted to adopt?)
then she say black's very boring (i say intellectual!at least if i'm not intellectual, but i am, wu yong zhi yi.then let me act la!) take purple and pink better.
so purple and pink it is.
i'm so influenced by my mom's decisions.
heng she got good taste.
but purple and pink will take some getting used to like ohmygawwddd BIMBIMBIMBOOO.
but have no fear!
for val will never turn into one(yes she does carry a damn gh3y pink and white curl bag now but that was cos her black/yellow glove one broke and her stupid sister took her blue bong bag!)
because lessee.she has big broad shoulders wide enough for 2.
and her muscles (soon to be hopefully) will pwn yours handsdown.
man alrdy.
so i win.
speaking of bags, i want an A&F one for sch!whoopee.
try try.see how see how.
(mommeeee where are youuuuu....)
aiya this is so incoherent.
i need my chocolates.
yes i know we're such suck ups.
but what's last few days in sec sch w/o a memory of our principal!
ochi thinks everyone looks very pretty in that picture btw but i bet she secretly thinks only she's pretty cos i know i look like a gangster there.
hoho why WANNA FIGHT IS IT.
but nvm for her sake (cos she thinks she looks pretty) i'll help her get more people to see it.
it's also on her blog but nvm.
cos she says:
"FACTS
1. Val voices her thoughts out loud. LOURD (font 100xs)put make-up very prettty.changes OPENLY in class. i like."
that's why.
i never okay.
it's just maths lessons and maths problems.
and it's not only me. sharon counts in cantonese and ruth repeats after mho and grace...she does too la only we never pay attn to her.
and my family does it too.
my dad sits in front of his laptop and thinks aloud like "oh hmm if i do this then maybe i'll lose this but eh if i do the other way hmmm maybe i can combine..."
my youngest sister counts her maths out loud too and goes "aiya!i made the same mistake again!i think.oh wait let me go check my file.AIYA!i really did make the same mistake again why so stupid aiya how how hwo"
so be contented okay.
it's a human thing.
`SAYYOULOVEME.;
11:05 PM
