{ Friday, September 09, 2005
when you are willing to climb up nine floors just to be late for chinese tuition,
is when you know you really hate chinese, or chinese tuition.
and that's precisely what i did today.
i did 2 comprehensions, 3 cloze passages, zaoed 30 cheng yu zao ju,
and she says that's still not enough for 3 days work.
oh GAWD i still have to study for premlims woman
and you tell me not enough?!
and oh, i chocked up a 144buckeroo hp bill last month,
something which has NEVER happened before.
i seldom exceed my 25dollar plan, oh add that 5dollars for caller id.
even when i did exceed never beyond 40.
my parents didn't blow their top, bless them, but i could tell they were pretty upset.
i kinda knew my bill would exceed quite alot, but not this extent.
it's kinda my fault
(the procrastinating of repairing my room phone and ridiculous 7am-7pm free incoming instead of a sensible 7pm-7am free incoming is their fault)
for picking up my calls and entertaining my calls.
that, i know i can't blame anyone but i can't bring myself to tell my parents that majority of my calls were to counsel/comfort/help people because i know they'll tell me to use the home phone or reprimand me for not having the willpower to put down or say i have my priorities wrong.
it's true i can use the home phone but hey if i use the living room phone the ENTIRE HOUSEHOLD can hear me.
because the 2nd floor overhangs the living room, and so does the staircase to the 3rd floor, so since noise travels in waves, the entire house would be within hearing of whatever i say.
and that pretty much sucks.
rawr.
so my dear friends, i will desperately be trying to be a good girl and keep within my plan this month.
so no calls after 7pm(unless i can persuade my parents to change the timeframe, then it's no calls before 7pm), if it's totally urgent msg me or call my house phone.
and oh, if i sound kinda blur when i pick up, it's cos i no longer have caller id.
damn now i won't know if it's my tuition teacher calling me to remind me to do her work.
guess i'll have to just live with that.
and i will be kinda broke this month i think,
because i think my parents are starting to realise taking money out of my bank account (which i have no access to anw) doesn't really affect me and are now cutting allowance haha.
my dad's really pissed actually.
i think it's cos he knows he shouldn't have continually put off getting my room line repaired.
something i don't really understand about adults is why it's so hard for them to admit they're even partially in the wrong.
then they just get pissed at you and become totally unreasonable.
it's exactly like living in denial.
i hope i never become like that.
i'm going to go kiss my shou ce and hope it will be kind to me.
`SAYYOULOVEME.;
5:31 PM
