{ Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i'm proud to say
i screwed up.
badly.
if you don't want details.
then don't continue reading.
okay so i did my pieces first.
well she gave me time to er 'warm-up, play a few keys'
so i never did this before.
so i pressed er.the same notes a few times then stopped.
damn loser la i know.
first piece:
timing of both hands not the same!
wahlao eh.
whatever went wrong WENT WRONG.
never happens to me when i practice WHY!
): i'm damn sad.
this is my best piece according to me.
and i screwed it up so badly.
2nd piece.
started off well.
i was happy!
i felt good!
i got OVER CONFIDENT SHIT LA.
so over confident i didn't look at my score in the 4th page.
AND GUESS WHAT.
I GOT LOST.
RAAAWWWWWRRRRRRRSSSSSS.
bloody hell i got LOST.
and i couldn't find where i was so i had to STOP and go back and make a few mistakes before finding where i was.
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
THIS.never happens when i practice as well.
but my expressions were fine (i hope crossing fingers)
so hopefully she could see how freaked out i was and be lenient.
3rd piece.
compared to the rest.
ok la.
just that i played extra notes during one part.
so it was a bit off.
but got it back in the end.
(crosses everything)
scales.
SHIT LA.
she said a harmonic i played a melodic!
and i only realised after i finished and she told me the next scale to play!!!!!!!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
and and and.
i stumbled on my F# melodic had to replay.
RAHHHHHH.
the rest was fine.
i hope.
aurals.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
need i say more.
i guessed the WRONG CADENCE.
i said imperfect it was INTERRUPTED.
omg and i only realised when i was naming the chords.
like when she played the last chord then i realised SHIT IT'S NOT 1.
and i STUPIDLY FORGOT TO CORRECT MY MISTAKE!
(you see at this moment i was all GO TO HELL ALRDY)
the period stuff.er.i think i spotted a raise of eyebrows.
but she was kinda giving me a smile/grimace (or maybe it's just her teeth that makes it look like a grimace) ALL THE TIME it was totally unerving.
she kept prompting me on things to say i totally lost all of what i wanted to say.
SHIT LA.
screw up my sequence.
oh wdh.wdh.wdh.wdh.wdh.wdh.wdh.wdh.
and i got a BLOODY F-I-V-E SHARP sight reading
EVERYTHING CAN GO TO HELL.
my piano teacher says it shouldn't be as bad as last year.
i think my timings were alot better.
and scales too.
BUT.my broken playing kinda made up for the timing.
EVERYONE HOPE FOR ME I DIE DIE MUST PASS LA CAN.
the person outside(like erm.call you go in that guy)
said she's quite okay.FAIR person.
WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN.
HAIYA.
after that it was POURING.LIGHTNING AND THUNDER (IS THAT A SIGN SHIT LA) so i waited for joyce to finish.
had serious hunger pangs.
stomach growling and everything.
why ah.i had breakfast what.
but then it eventually went away like late late later.
maybe this is how people starve.ignore till it goes away then no appetite for anything at all.
until of course,you eat again.then WAH SHIT.your appetite is double.
then i trooped over to jurong east library to mug.
hey that place got a renovation it's damn cool!
it's HUGE with a cafe and sofas and nice chairs and
NICE BIG TABLES so i can COVER it with my clutter.
i like.
then tuition.
singapore centre (i THINK that's where my tuition is)
has DAMN GOOD CHICKEN RICE (or maybe i was just really hungry la)
but it's GOOD!
but i accidentally poured the whole packet of chilli all over my rice.
then whole tuition lesson my tongue burning.
):
then i wanted to go airport surprise my mom and sister.
so i cabbed home to bathe.faster mah.
then my dad called home from airport say he also came back today.
don't go fetch them if not later we take taxi no space.
):
if only i could drive.
i could drive the car to airport and fetch all of them.
how cool is that man.
oh and i borrowed shopaholic takes manhattan.
(sorry la loser i never buy the book)
I WISH I WAS RICH AND COULD BUY EVERYTHING I WANTED.
or just have a credit card.
darn it.
i don't even have a nets card.
so poor ):
TO THE BOOKS I GO MATHS HERE I COME.
can someone tell me what i need to know for ss?
like NOW.
it's on friday and i dunno what i need to know.
owe you.
bye bye.
`SAYYOULOVEME.;
7:42 PM
