{ Saturday, May 21, 2005
and now i have a throat infection?
great.
i can't even talk properly now.
everything i say is like.raspy.
it's not low nor sexy it's like
a fish being strangled and talking at the same time.
so noise comes out intermittently and is no louder than 40decibels i bet.
i don't like i like to talk i can't live without talking this is killing me why does it have to be like this i can't even eat properly now because it hurts i want to talk talk talk talk i know i may not have alot to talk about but i just feel like talking why can't i talk when i want to when i don't want to talk i have my voice. RARGH.
the good news? no more fever.
today, i was walking around the house in long pants and long sleeve tshirt.
you know like sweat pants that kind of long pants. and arena long sleeve t shirt no other kind.
the kind you won't be caught dead in unless well, of course you're at a swim meet or getting ready for bed.
my dad saw me and asked me "are you going out?"
which kind of made me wonder.what exactly does my dad think about my dress sense?
actually.rather whether my dad has a dress sense at all.
yikes.
i need to do physics pt.
how how how do you construct a toy from almost nothing at all?
and are we supposed to take apart that oh so beautifully put together motor and try to assemble it ourselves?
stupid school.
they may have moderated so much so that our gpas look good.
(or at least better)
but.the work they give is so.impossible!
YOU HEAR THAT SCHOOL?!
i need to start training.
after 1 week of exams, 1 week of sister's exams, and 1 week of being sick
which makes a total of 3 weeks w/o training in case you can't count.
I AM OFFICIALLY, TOTALLY SCREWED!
how to swim 50 like that let alone 400 IM for interbranch i ask you.
@#$%^&*(!
oh i used my sister's trigger ball today.
to untighten some muscles of mine.
for those who don't know what a trigger ball is.
it's this small ball that looks like rambutan/durian.
it's quite hard and has blunt spikey stuff coming out of it.
well so i was using it on my thigh.
now my thigh looks diseased because of all the indentations.
pain.ahwells.
i'm so totally enjoying myself at home.
including monday, i will have had 5 schooless days.
if only i could skip school next week it'll be bliss.
but i will go.rest assured my fellow schoolmates.
i know you all miss me so i will go back.(:
yes my life is pretty boring and not fun at all at the moment.
i need ingredients.
`SAYYOULOVEME.;
11:35 PM
